Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Today is a very important day. It's the celebration of the birth of one of the most kind-hearted, beautiful people I've ever known. Every day of her life should be celebrated, to be honest. She brightens up everybody's day with how bubbly and cheerful she is.
She is there for everyone that needs her and welcomes each new person with a smile and hugs, which is much more than I can do.
She is truly an inspiration and a heroine. I wish I could put into words how amazingly brilliant this beautiful young woman is, but it's impossible. Words will never be able to explain how truly wonderful she is.
Everyone she meets she treats with the utmost of respect. She's so lovable, even I managed to form a positive opinion on her quickly - and I am far from positive!
Anyway, today is incredibly important because it's Kallista Pendragon's birthday. Kallista is irreplaceable. Now I've met her, I can't imagine life without her.
Happy birthday, Kal. I hope you have a magnificent day, because you deserve a tremendous day! However, if it was up to me, you'd have fantastic days all the time, because that's what you deserve.
Happy birthday, my dear! Love you lots.
Saturday, November 10, 2012
You are perfect.
Never ever change for anyone.
They say happy is the best thing you can be in life, but they're wrong. You is the best thing you can be in life. Stay true to yourself and you'll be one step closer to true happiness.
Um. Don't die.
Don't lose hope, good can overcome evil... No matter how much it sounds like a fairy tale, it's true.
"Sometimes the greatest enemy we can face is ourselves", after all. And the greatest battle is against the darkness within...
Be you, be true, be happy.
Be brave, the storm will be over soon...
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Don't tell me not to cry over someone I love. Don't tell me to stop caring. Don't tell me that I'm not feeling the way I feel. Don't tell me it's over, when nothing was even there.
I don't even think you'll read this, but I have to say it. I love you and nothing is going to change that. And, for me, love is so difficult and only one person that reads this blog truly understands why.
I love you and if that's not a good enough reason to even try to be friends, I don't know what is.
I've always been taught that love is something worth fighting for. So I did everything I could then to fight for you to stay in my life and I still will fight. I'll fight to the very end, because I need you in my life...
Friday, November 2, 2012
Sometimes I'll cry, for no reason. I'll just burst into tears and not be able to find my voice. I'll feel so weak and helpless...
Sometimes I'll get angry over the smallest of things. I'll have the urge to punch something, to hurt something...Someone...
Sometimes I'll be hyper, with no explanation. I'll be so hyper that I seem like a totally different person.
Sometimes I'll just want someone there for me, just to hug me. Hugs are magical... Especially when you're lonely...
Sometimes I don't know how I feel.
Sometimes, it doesn't matter how you feel, because your friends will be there for you no matter what happens... So, Zath, Sparx, Lynx, thanks. I can always count on you to be there for me whenever I need someone. You'll just take what I say and no matter what I say you seem to be there for me anyway. I love you guys more than my real family, I really do...
Anyway, back to my point, I guess...It's okay to feel alone, it's okay to be upset, hyper, depressed or even be clueless about how you feel. Don't let yourself feel like an outsider, though. Don't allow yourself to be alienated... Because nobody is always happy. It's okay to feel down, from time to time. Just don't let negativity rule your life, because a smile can change everything.
I also want to apologize to a few people I know and love...I'm so sorry for how I've treated you, recently. I hate how I've been acting and I hate what I've said. I'm a bitch and I know that, sometimes I just lose it with someone completely innocent, though...