Wednesday, November 21, 2012


I'm going to write a simple dedication because I feel really lazy, today.

I'm sure a lot of you know that Sam guy I used to be really good friends with... Well, today he and I started talking again. After months of him ignoring me and I hadn't known why he was ignoring me. Anyway, he and I walked down to Biology today and it was like everything was back to how it used to be; it was as though nothing had ever really happened...

Horrible things were said when he and I fell out. It even came to the point of hatred between the two of us. Nobody knew what actually happened and nobody does, still. 

Nothing can tear apart friendship forever. Once something is there, it’s never gone.

So I want to dedicate to the strength of friendship and the strong friendships I already have.

Friendships have their ups and their downs; friends will stand by each other through thick and thin. Friends might fight, but we’re humans. Conflict is like second nature, in my opinion. No matter what happens and no matter how many things change, one thing that will <i> always </i> stay the same is my love – I’ll never stop loving my friends. No matter how hard I try, I can’t forget any of you and I will love each and every one of you until the day I die – I promise.

And just a reminder to some of the most perfect people in my life:

Flame, you’re hot. Your name says so! *points to name* Flames are hot because they’re fire and fire is hot. You are, therefore, hot, no matter what you say.

Sparky, you’re a bright spark. It’s not just your smile that’s bright – it’s everything about you. Your personality is so bright and you’re you. You is the best thing anybody can be. Never change, Sparx.

Star, bubbles. Just, bubbles.

Le Gang, soggy cherry flavoured iced baguettes covered in hundreds and thousands. You’re welcome. Also, I love you guys so much! You’re never afraid to be yourselves! Keep smiling and, don’t lose hope!

Kallista, you’re perfect. That’s all there is to it.

Lynxia, you are too perfect and amazingly wonderful for life itself! You’re tremendous, never change, ok?

And last, but certainly not least, Zath. You’re you. And you is perfect. Don’t die!

To everyone I may have forgotten, you’re perfect. Be happy, be true, be you! ‘I love you all, even those of you I don’t particularly like.’

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

A Special Day

Today is a very important day. It's the celebration of the birth of one of the most kind-hearted, beautiful people I've ever known. Every day of her life should be celebrated, to be honest. She brightens up everybody's day with how bubbly and cheerful she is.
She is there for everyone that needs her and welcomes each new person with a smile and hugs, which is much more than I can do.
She is truly an inspiration and a heroine. I wish I could put into words how amazingly brilliant this beautiful young woman is, but it's impossible. Words will never be able to explain how truly wonderful she is.
Everyone she meets she treats with the utmost of respect. She's so lovable, even I managed to form a positive opinion on her quickly - and I am far from positive!
Anyway, today is incredibly important because it's Kallista Pendragon's birthday. Kallista is irreplaceable. Now I've met her, I can't imagine life without her.

Happy birthday, Kal. I hope you have a magnificent day, because you deserve a tremendous day! However, if it was up to me, you'd have fantastic days all the time, because that's what you deserve.

Happy birthday, my dear! Love you lots.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Y o u !

You are perfect.

Never ever change for anyone.

They say happy is the best thing you can be in life, but they're wrong. You is the best thing you can be in life. Stay true to yourself and you'll be one step closer to true happiness.


Um. Don't die.

Don't lose hope, good can overcome evil... No matter how much it sounds like a fairy tale, it's true.

"Sometimes the greatest enemy we can face is ourselves", after all. And the greatest battle is against the darkness within...

Be you, be true, be happy.

Be brave, the storm will be over soon...

Keep smiling.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

One Thing

Don't tell me not to cry over someone I love. Don't tell me to stop caring. Don't tell me that I'm not feeling the way I feel. Don't tell me it's over, when nothing was even there.

I don't even think you'll read this, but I have to say it. I love you and nothing is going to change that. And, for me, love is so difficult and only one person that reads this blog truly understands why.

I love you and if that's not a good enough reason to even try to be friends, I don't know what is.

I've always been taught that love is something worth fighting for. So I did everything I could then to fight for you to stay in my life and I still will fight. I'll fight to the very end, because I need you in my life...

Friday, November 2, 2012


Sometimes I'll cry, for no reason. I'll just burst into tears and not be able to find my voice. I'll feel so weak and helpless...

Sometimes I'll get angry over the smallest of things. I'll have the urge to punch something, to hurt something...Someone...

Sometimes I'll be hyper, with no explanation. I'll be so hyper that I seem like a totally different person.

Sometimes I'll just want someone there for me, just to hug me. Hugs are magical... Especially when you're lonely...

Sometimes I don't know how I feel.

Sometimes, it doesn't matter how you feel, because your friends will be there for you no matter what happens... So, Zath, Sparx, Lynx, thanks. I can always count on you to be there for me whenever I need someone. You'll just take what I say and no matter what I say you seem to be there for me anyway. I love you guys more than my real family, I really do...

Anyway, back to my point, I guess...It's okay to feel alone, it's okay to be upset, hyper, depressed or even be clueless about how you feel. Don't let yourself feel like an outsider, though. Don't allow yourself to be alienated... Because nobody is always happy. It's okay to feel down, from time to time. Just don't let negativity rule your life, because a smile can change everything.

I also want to apologize to a few people I know and love...I'm so sorry for how I've treated you, recently. I hate how I've been acting and I hate what I've said. I'm a bitch and I know that, sometimes I just lose it with someone completely innocent, though...