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Sometimes I'll cry, for no reason. I'll just burst into tears and not be able to find my voice. I'll feel so weak and helpless...

Sometimes I'll get angry over the smallest of things. I'll have the urge to punch something, to hurt something...Someone...

Sometimes I'll be hyper, with no explanation. I'll be so hyper that I seem like a totally different person.

Sometimes I'll just want someone there for me, just to hug me. Hugs are magical... Especially when you're lonely...

Sometimes I don't know how I feel.

Sometimes, it doesn't matter how you feel, because your friends will be there for you no matter what happens... So, Zath, Sparx, Lynx, thanks. I can always count on you to be there for me whenever I need someone. You'll just take what I say and no matter what I say you seem to be there for me anyway. I love you guys more than my real family, I really do...

Anyway, back to my point, I guess...It's okay to feel alone, it's okay to be upset, hyper, depressed or even be clueless about how you feel. Don't let yourself feel like an outsider, though. Don't allow yourself to be alienated... Because nobody is always happy. It's okay to feel down, from time to time. Just don't let negativity rule your life, because a smile can change everything.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfUYuIVbFg0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2xeaGFi2q0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nX1VeFBo9AQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2VUlzuyfNg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5K4PGpXsOAI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIVaUcE4kAM

I also want to apologize to a few people I know and love...I'm so sorry for how I've treated you, recently. I hate how I've been acting and I hate what I've said. I'm a bitch and I know that, sometimes I just lose it with someone completely innocent, though...